Monday, September 08, 2008

i am extroverted person

Yeah... I'm extroverted person...
So what? hahahahahaha

Finally I know my vision..maybe

Today, my another boss asked me the same question... I told him some condition of me... And finally he make a summary that he know my vision... it just simple, that is "just to make my parents happy" Insya Allah :D

Friday, September 05, 2008

My Future Partner

Hmm...yesterday I involved in a serious topic discussion with my friend from India... that is about his future partner.
< My friend
>Me

Thu Sep 4 2008
(23:49:19) < salam
(23:49:40) > wa'alaikumsalam wrwb
(23:49:43) > hi
(23:49:51) > how are you?
(23:50:21) < Alhamdulillah i am fine
(23:50:24) < how abt u?
(23:52:09) > i'm fine too... thank you..
(23:52:15) > what are you doing now?
(23:52:47) < i am waiting for iftar
(23:53:21) < hey u look busy?
(23:53:41) > hmm not really...
(23:53:54) > iftar? what time is it there?
(23:54:59) < 18:51
(23:55:23) < we have 2 1/2 hours more
(23:55:39) > wooow... that's o long time...
(23:55:49) > thwn what time you got shahur?
(23:56:26) < 5:06
(23:56:56) > so you almost fasting in 15 hour?
(23:57:05) > then how you feel about it?
(23:57:42) < it is ok ,i am used to fast long time
(23:58:01) < Allah gives me power to fast long
(23:58:14) > Subhanallah...
(23:58:39) > where will you get iftar? in mosque?
(23:59:09) < yes
(23:59:23) < becoz i am still single and dont have time to cook

Fri Sep 5 2008
mawaddah_1985
(00:00:53) < :((
(00:01:32) > hmm... do not be sad...
(00:02:02) > so how your try to get a "partner"?
(00:03:35) < hehehhe
(00:03:41) < still dont have to try
(00:04:17) > why?
(00:05:15) < i think ,we dont know each other good
(00:05:35) > you true
(00:05:52) < i am doing my master in germany
(00:06:01) < i am writing my thesis now
(00:06:41) > hmm..so you will finish it before you try to find your partner?
(00:07:38) < yes
(00:07:53) < and i also dont want any german girl as my partner
(00:10:02) > hmmm then what your desire? you really have specific nationality of your partner?
(00:12:00) < no
(00:12:17) < i have no big requirment
(00:12:30) < just simple educated and religios girl
(00:13:21) > so, if you find an educated and religious german girl ... you'll be happy right?
(00:14:58) < i dont want to marry german
(00:17:00) > may i know why?
(00:17:19) < they r not religios
(00:17:39) < may i say u somthing,,but dont laugh
(00:21:19) > ok... i won't
(00:21:41) > what is that?
(00:22:33) < i want to marry a indonesian or malaysian girl
(00:23:42) < :">
(00:24:00) > wuhuuu...
(00:24:12) > why?
(00:24:32) < i tell u later
(00:24:39) > why not arabic, palestin, pakistan... etc which are moslems also?
(00:24:48) < hope u can chat latet insha Allah
(00:25:00) < now i have to leave for masjid
(00:25:15) > oke... i'll be waiting
(00:25:23) > so, happy iftar... :)
(00:26:08) < salam walekum
(00:26:17) > wa'alaikumsalam wr.wb


From above conversation, I summarize that he want a partner that have simple character that is "just simple educated and religios girl"
then he hope that partner is from Indonesia or Malaysia...

Hmm unfortunately we can't continue that discussion, so I can't get the reason why Indonesian or Malaysian??


But, the fact is that he really have a spesific character about his future partner.
Then how about me? I don't know yet...
Yes of course I want my future partner is a religious person, and also educated person... what more?? Must he is a good looked person, or rich person, or etc etc... I don't think so.

How about love?? must the person is a person who I can love him easily... or just enough with that the person is love me...

I know, the best choice is from Allah... My Lovely God who create Love itself... But how I can convinced myself that the choice is really the best choice from Allah...

Fiuhh...... I don't know yet....

My vision in carrier

In this week, there 2 person who had asked me about my vision in carrier.
The first is my sister (a good friend who I deemed as a sister) and the second is my Project Manager (PM) Superior ..

When my sister asked me that question, I answered, " There some vision..(ada lah)"... Then, after I leave her, suddenly I asked myself, "What is my vision?? Is it really there?? What 'ada lah' means??"

In other time, when my PM asked me, I convinced to him that I really don't know my vision, my achievement etc..

I don't know why I try hard to still in my current job with all of the lack and the excess, but also I still don't know where I must go and move on? What the kind of job that I really want to?

In the first times I worked in my current job, I really motivated with my big plan. I want still worked there because I want realized my plan. Then it realized, at least I just wait the chance from My God to permit me finishing that plan.

Then, when that plan realized I don't know what other motivation is it... is it higher position, higher salary??? not really...
specific knowledge?? I haven't decided what it will be?

I just know one motivation, that is I worked in good environment with many good and kind friends with Islamic nuance.
I just wonder, if I can get another job place with the peoples who always motivated me directly or indirectly to be a better person..

And I just know 1 of my achievement, that is have a little company .. specifically virtual company... but I think it still long time to realize it... because it really need mature plans, and need some capital...

Hmm I try with my best to still think about it all...

Thursday, September 04, 2008